things are different now, we're drifting apart, and I don't know how to fix it.
you're starting to be closer to other people, and I'm just sitting here watching the world go by without me.
I don't know what to do, it hurts.
I hope this is just a phase and we will get over it, because if not I won't know what to do.

You are my best friend, my shoulder to lean on, the one person I know I can count on, you’re the love of my life, you’re my one and only, you’re my everything.

and you just let them go

the worst thing is realising your "closest friend" the person you thought you could count on was never truly your friend. realising they were never there when you were. realising you wasted your time. realising you got nothing out of it but bitter hatred, confusion and regret. but most of all; feeling alone.

you're neither friend nor foe now

why?
is it for the better?
what did I do wrong?
was it me?
no explanations.
I don't get it.
you're neither friend nor foe now.
it's a strange place.

we're strangers.

and it's just me and myself. again. i guess.